Deconstruct, Reconstruct

I feel awake in a new way. It's kinda like I'm still all jaded, but with a pair of balls and a lack of give a shit. I think I'm becoming who I'll always be, which is who I was several years ago. Hopefully this time it'll stick.

Listened to "Marble Tulip Juicy Tree" by Ween on the way home tonight, and it felt like I was doing something right for once. The swelling reverse delay had the effect it used to have when I'd listen to it on acid.

For the first time in way too long, I want to experience and enjoy things.