Well, it seems I've dug a new pit of discontent.

I sorta had a girl who let me go, and within a couple weeks had "a close friend" come to visit. When a girl uses the word "close", it's generally safe to assume the worst. In this case, it was the dude who broke her heart and disappeared years ago. I find it really hard to believe it was coincidence that it happened right after she decided I wasn't worth waiting for. Strangely, having broken up with a great girl for an ex that had broken my heart, I understand and feel like I deserve this. If it is coincidence though, then shit isn't cool, I guess. She wanted me to "compromise" by quitting my band and leaving everything I know to go live in a town I'm not really wild about. She'd have let me live really cheap with her, but I hardly find that a compromise. I also feel like if I'd done all that, she'd have found a way to get rid of me when this butthole came back around anyway. There's a lot more that I won't go into. Long story short, I believe she went out of her way to convince me I didn't really like her that much anyway.

I was able to keep my chin up because the one girl I like that lives in town had been showing me some attention. I decided to be bold and test the water, and yeah, "she's just not that into me", as is said to make somebody feel better. She makes a damn good friend though. I'm sure she wasn't trying to lead me on, but a confident man is supposed to get out and get what he wants, right?

So yeah, readers, I'm unhappy again, so I'll be writing plenty of sarcastic, angry shit you'll laugh about. At least until I get my puppy. Then nothing will ever bother me again.